I had such an intense discussion with my parents earlier. They’re going away for a week for the first time since everything fell to pieces. So they were walking me through what to do in the (inevitable) event of an emergency. Basically, they just confirmed what I thought already but then they said some things that have really messed with my head. Some thoughts I had that had just kinda passed through my head that I’m now thinking about seriously.


I found myself in the background of a photo
Generally I perceive myself as pretty wide set. And occasionally I see a glimpse of myself in the mirror and realise how tiny I am. I’m an Aussie 4-6 in dresses but still see myself as pretty big. And I’m totally okay with how I perceive myself, I love my body and I have for quite some time and over several different weight bands!
Just….this photo struck me, I am tiny. And sometimes it freaks me out just how small I am.

I found myself in the background of a photo

Generally I perceive myself as pretty wide set. And occasionally I see a glimpse of myself in the mirror and realise how tiny I am. I’m an Aussie 4-6 in dresses but still see myself as pretty big. And I’m totally okay with how I perceive myself, I love my body and I have for quite some time and over several different weight bands!

Just….this photo struck me, I am tiny. And sometimes it freaks me out just how small I am.


wuhoh took the plunge and texted sam a sober sappy message to thank him for making me feel happy and smiley and pretty…..now to wait for a response. or he might not. blergh.


femmellie:

I remember the first time I realised that I don’t actually have to love everyone I’m in a relationship with. I was fifteen. And my boyfriend at the time told me he loved me on the phone while saying goodbye and I said thank you.

this is so important! i’ve been thinking about it a lot recently, partly because of Gabrielle Aplin’s “Please Don’t Say You Love Me.” My last boyfriend told me he loved me about 2 weeks after we got together and I felt pressured to say it. I think at the time I only really really really strongly liked him but it didn’t take much time to feel what I was saying.

But I wish I’d waited all those times. Toby and I had only just told each other we liked one another when he said he’d been in love with me for 6 months and I felt the pressure so bad.

Now I know.


there are 2 problemos with possibly being in a relationship with sam (which i can genuinely see happening): lucy is a judgemental bitch, but she’ll get over it. my ex/baby/best friend, i don’t know how i go about telling him. do i just say, “look, i wanted to let you know that i’m seeing someone”??? cos like a month ago i was still being hopeless romantic.

my parents are so excited by how happy i am these days. i’ve been so happy since i started traveling and sam has made me even happier. they just spent like 15 minutes going on about how much they love seeing me happy.


gosh darnit, sam keeps saying the cutest things about my body and it’s such an amazing feeling to feel beautiful within myself and within my own capacity and just have someone recognise it and remind me. he was pretty drunk last night when i went to his office and he was saying so much adorable stuff, even cuter than when he’s sober. i’m glad i was sober to remember the stuff he was saying :3


voidprinxe:

stop hating on girls who wanna kiss people in museums or aquariums or art galleries stop hating on girls who want things that might be cliche stop hating on girls who want boys to treat them like they’re magic i will protect all girls with my life and just because they care about things that you don’t doesn’t give you the right to belittle them ok i will fight u

(via femmellie)


Earlier, I thought to myself, “I’m getting pretty unhealthy, I should stop buying chips. That’s pretty easy to do!”

Just now I started eating the cheesy doritos I bought the other day and I have remembered that I don’t care if it’s unhealthy, they taste damn good.


Q
karma is real isn't it
Anonymous
A

I like to think so! Assuming that you’re talking about my friend possibly losing his job, I honestly agree with the possibility. The way he has treated me with regards to my assault and mental health has been pretty terrible, and given that he’s meant to be able to cope with all of that from others and deal with it effectively as part of his job it could be a real problem.


So when I was sexually assaulted I texted a friend who I thought I could trust and he said that it was something that could be desirable and he basically ignored the fact that I was asleep and not at all consenting and tried to sexualise it. Anyway, he recently got a job at uni. And I told someone who’s in charge of his job about this thing and now I may have lost someone their job. Which is kinda lame but also absolutely hilarious to me.